Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
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12:31 pm - happy birthday to me!
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its my birthday and i'd like to say happy birthday to me and im only one of the very few who remembers and or cares so in this time of "happyness" i'd like to say a few words to myself..." Even though you can somtimes be annoying and really creepy yopur still an ok type dude and im glad to see that you have become a better basketball player maybe one day your hard work and dedication will pay off or maybe not and i also want to say that i am proud to be yourself because your one of the very few people who understand me and also happy birthday ricky i know that some forgot and some remembers but for the one swho forgot i dont care because ya'll dont matter anyway and when i get older who knows if you people will matter anyway so ricky your a nice guy but unforcianely you always finish last but i want to say happy b-day and im lookin forward to another 16 yrs of fun and what ever else that comes along with it, peace and happy b-day"
sincerly yours, your self
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Sunday, May 8th, 2005
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11:22 am - hi
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Once again whats up this is the man, the myth, the legend at your services. Ok so the prom got off to a bad start for one Em's mom was wicked mean and thats didn't make Em fell real good. Second she stoped dancing because she said she didn't like the people there and because of theose shoes, lol. Also Kyle got sick so we left but still pretty cool, Em looked amazing like a really really hot model, thats my baby. and not being arogant but i was pretty studdly looking my self(just soking...or am i?) And no im not gonna say anything about the coment basically because i said what i needed to say if she don't like...Uhwell. I dont now what else to tell ya'll but still had fun saw my buetiful lady(if i spelled buetiful wrong...so) and let me tell you in that dress those heels and everything dcould of sworn she was a dark hairded jessica simpson and if i spellled that wrong i dont care. Also poor T-mac lost to the Mavs and the Celtics got wooped by the pacers it's so sad i wanted them to win to. Well this is boring peace to my peeps the great one signing off,lol.
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Saturday, May 7th, 2005
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1:43 pm - holla to my p[eeps
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Yo whats going on my peeps. It has been a funny kind of week i helped chris and sammy get back together(sorry bri)but that doesn't mean i like him ok he still did what he did. Actually i shouldn't even care about it but i do and yesterday the nice just came out not that im not nice all the time but towards people who i dont like. The thing that got me is that i think there may be somthing to this relationship of theres (chris & sammy if your confused)but i dont know. Also i know that somone might read this(Elaina) and if you do i just want to say your mean and im kinda in a cross road if i should just forget about it and be nice to you, of course last time i tried to be nice you bit my head of (metaphorically speaking) of course brett said you were having problems at home so i dont know i guess for bretts sake ill be nice. Also Bri im really really sorry but i saw somthing different in chris when he was going out with sammy. And as for Em my baby i love you love you more then anything and your great. well thats it bye peace out.
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Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
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12:23 am - well isn't this nice
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well this vacaton has been wonderful, not really, no mainly because of whats been going on with me and em. i love her so much and when she 's ubset i get ybste. Her mom hasn't really been liking me to much for the past couple of days i don't know why but hopefully everything will be ok. Also sorry to Kyle for being kind of mean to him, Kyle is wasn't you it was em's brothers they were litterly driving me crazy and putting up with that for 3 days strait messed my thought process up. wellmy baby is ubset and i don't know what to do because i can't see her and her mom wants her to go out with Chris Hiliar(the beast) which is bad for me because i could loose her. but hey what doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger so hopefully it will be ok well i'll pray on it and maybe it will be ok.
Love you baby more then anything(to Pizza Hut) and always will be here for you.
Peace out to my peeps
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Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
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8:11 pm - b-ball and me
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man i don't know what's wrong with me i'm seeing things in a whole new light and it's still to dark but ah well i can't change it. oh i have good news next thursday i'm trying out for the spring snd summer basketball league the only problem is i suck and theres no way i'm going to get it the top 7 but i'll still try because i love basketball theres just somthing about it that calmes me down and trust me i need to calmed down.21 that's my # but trust me you'll never see that # with my name on the back in the NBA or college and it won't even be on varsity next year why because...i don't know why i'm just not fast enough coordinated enough and good enough for the dream to happen.
current mood:  gloomy
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7:52 pm
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well today sucked again like so many days it was boring and the same thing over and over again well intill Bryan told me about chris being all over Em what's with him?? he all of a sudden whats to chat and be all over her and trust me i'm this close to hitting him he's a little punk who uses women, backstabes his so called "friends" and making me very mad a trust me next time he'lll see my fist in his face over and over again well maybe not i mean i want to but i don't now the worst part about it was that Em says that no he didn't touch me and then she starts this crap about how this is the first time he's acted like this what's going on???? i don't know who to trust and now i'm afraid to be with emily because she might be lying to me it seems like she already has??? i'm so confused... ya know i wish i was more like brett the way he can just say what he wants and not feel bad about it the way he gets people to laugh not at him like me but with him, i mean i get this fake smile from em all the time it's like she;s doing this so i won't feel bad i mean i know i'm lazy, and not that smart and covered with zits but that's who i am...a wanna be jock and i try to change it but it just happens that way and that's the way it is. i wish for one day i could be the man ya know the guy people like because he's nice and funny and has some kind of talent but i'm not i'm a skinny, tall freeloader and Emily probalby wants better and if there is another guy who makes her happy then i'm not going to stop him i'm just not good enough...
current mood:  depressed
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Friday, February 18th, 2005
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11:07 am - I'm so happy
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now for the good news i'm happy with my girl Em she's the best but i kin of feel bad that when she goes to college i won't be able to be for her all the time but ah well that's the way it has to be. This weekend is all-star weekend baby J-Rich is going to win the dunk contest once again it's going to off-da-chain. Any way i've become really really attached to Emily, It's weird because when i went to heather's party me and Elaina broke up and i was so hurt i thought the rest of the night was going to suck but Em was there to calm me down and help me have a good time and we did it was awsome and somthing just felt so right about it and now i'm in love wth her REAL!! love, she's just the best, and if she reads this I Love You Baby!!!.
current mood:  loved
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10:59 am - What's going on
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God everything is so weird latly like i think i might be in chorus and i think i'm apart of crew know?? why?? i don't like the drama that happens there and i'm not drama/chorus/stage crew material i'm basketball/sport/and just hanging out material what's goingon??? and besides Brett and Elaina are fighting which is not good because i ask what's wrong they tell me i try making things better i make things worse...for me!! i'll give you an example Elaina told me her side of the story i said "well if you plan on keeping on doing this to him then just break up with him" now for the record i wasn't saying break up "with him" it wasn't supposed to come out like that what i meant is from personal experience if she keeps on fighting and hurting Brett then it's gonna end up with a break up but no now Elaina thinks i'm telling her and Brett to break up god drama sucks!!!.
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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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11:13 am - I don' no
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Hi, this is my 2nd journal thingy. Well V-Day came and went with of course doing an ok job i got some flowers, a monkey, and chocolate for Emily, then she came over and i got her a salad and candles were every where so romantic i know. Anyway i tried to write somthing before but it didn't really work. Chris is hating life rate now but hey he did it to himself and anyway i really really don't care. Elaina and Brett are happy together and i'm happy for them go Brett!!. As for me i'm just me board because of the snow so i can't play basketball and i'm still with Emily who i love very much and hopefully she loves me back but for some reason i think she's mad at me hmmm. well bye
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